Crazy.

It never fails, I get home and it feels as though I've never left. Temporarily I forget that I have another life in Dallas, Texas and I confuse myself...but then, when I sit and think...I re-adjust mindsets, what seemed confusing becomes rather clear, and priorities seem to just straighten right out...as though they were never out of order.

I like to talk. I really like to talk. I could talk for hours about the same subject and just somehow word it differently.

So, I've been thinking lately, and really pondering about what comes out of my mouth. I'm always examining, and re-examining what does, because as the Bible says, what comes out of your mouth is what's in your heart. And I want my heart to be full of Jesus...

Most definitely, there are a few subjects I have to sensor, because I have constantly dealt with what I meditate on...but today as I was talking with Kelly, I got through the logistics of friendships and other drama, and then just caught her up to speed on what God has been doing to me and then I realized that I always cut myself short for fear of going to deep. Even though, this is my BEST friend who knows if it wasn't for her I would be in my own world of metaphors and constant questions.

Many times because I'm always re-examining what comes out of my mouth, I'm always dogging myself for how little I actually say about Jesus...But as I re-examined myself today, I realized when I'm in a haven of safety (being with Kel, because she knows me better than anyone else) I can't hardly talk about anything else...and then am always apologizing for getting spiritual again, haha.

But you know what? I'm CRAZY about him! Downright crazy about him.

And Jesus didn't wait till people knew him well enough not to think he was a weirdo, and didn't talk about other things first to make sure he was relatable...His love for his father was evident...so ya know what, it needs to be on me too.

Don't worry, I won't become a space cadet...but I just love him. And he's hard for me not to talk about. So I've decided I will. More than I already do. :)