I have no idea how to describe what I am feeling.
It's this overwhelming sadness of moving beyond my endless imaginations, to watching life and love play out in all of its complexities...
You would think that I would be happy, after years of dreaming and analyzing and hoping....years filled with laughter and wistful sighs. But at this point in time I cannot seem to move past this ache, as those years fade into memories of long ago, and I gaze into the unknown...unsure of my footing and the security that comes with youth.
The tears are there though....as I try to convince myself that I haven't lost anything...and won't...yeah, my heart doesn't believe that just yet.
Change is hard.
About Me
- Naomi
- Jesus. Worship. People. Art. Theology. Nature. Strawberries. Love. Deep conversation. Quality time. Picnics. Long walks. Warm Hugs. Singing. Guitars. Dreaming. Boats. Smiles. Friends. Family. The Nations...so much to me.
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